Happy, Happier, Happiest.
Sunday, February 10th, 2008Dear sugarplum fairy,
Its really sweet to have readers sending me messages, sms-es, emails or even call to say hello and to share a slice of their trouble with me. I never realized that my blog has actually touched a handful of people and i never did intend for anything of that sort to happen. Thank you, for feeling that you could trust me. Never been this flattered! I’m not gonna promise you that the mess will get cleaned up but i promise to try my best. I am also not too prompt, so please don’t feel ignored.
The year kicked off very nicely and with Yasin around, it is unshakable. The both of us are planning on a vacation to Bali, i’m finally determined enough to get my driver’s license, graduation is just round the bend, haven’t quitted ciggarettes (though), almost definite now that i’ll be leaving the city to go to school abroad, still in touch with my art, put on a dramatic amount of weight, still blonde and never been happier. Blessed, very blessed. I never knew the feeling of being genuinely happy but i do now.
And very insecured about my weight, i got Yasin to promise that our weeknight dates will be to the gym and we’ve already started that regime! I am vowing to hit the gym more than i used to. You just have to double up when you know it.
My relationship with Yasin has also come to this point where we’ve moved out of creative dates and trying to impress one another. We’re at this place where farting is a norm and everything felt is transparent. We know what we’re feeling for each other and that foundation has gotten strong enough that we’re never worried of it anymore. Instead, we’ve become so actively involved in each other’s life and especially the planning for the next few years- like school, little upgrades, personal developments, yadayadayada.
Unfortunately, we still love fantasizing that some day we’ll elope to a place where nobody knows us and got secretly married.
We still love that. Really love that.
